it's funny. you get in your car, run a few errands and gradually open up about where you are in life. scary thoughts run through the mind and confrontation of issues begins to go down in due time.

last night was one of those nights. went out on the town, in search for some things, and in the trip from wal-mart to friendly's to the mall to honey farms, I saw a lot of things. Young kids on the streets and at the mall, and you see what could've been your past, that never happened.

and when you roll around, you see some sights that take you back. how much you miss friends and how much it hurts you can't see them this time of year. sucks a lot but you gotta roll with it..

dunno what else to say here, this is disorganized. but it's getting back together, slowly.